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Thu Apr 16, 2009, 5:34 PM
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Alright, I'm in the need of brainstorming. Because, umm, this is all I have for my idea. The original idea for the story:

Student caught doing drugs (think injection) during school by a teacher. She looks up with blurred eyes and a crazed smile, saying that she can't stop, even if she wanted to (oh, and she does but it's got its claws in her throat and her heart is being crushed tightertightertighterTIGHTER in its hands and if she stops she will DIE). She's crying and weeping and shaking so hard and he takes the needle away and brings her to his house (don't OD, don't die, oh god--)
He helps her fight and takes care of her (his precious student) and catches her when she gives in. She's guilty and trying but she can'tstop-Can'tStop-CAN'TSTOP until he holds her and she breaks down again in a million broken shards of glass and pieces of needles. And then, they fall in love, trying to make their own Happily Ever After.

...yup, that's what I've got written down in my idea notebook. I wrote it during PIG. Learning about Supreme Court Cases...this one was...TLO? Yeah. A teacher finds cigs in a girl's purse, then continues searching to find pot. How did it evolve into this?

Of course, right before this idea is "Global warming - the world wants to eliminate all threats; Survival of the Fittest. The world changes. People evolve/change to survive." which doesn't seem like such a good idea anymore, but hey. It was good at the time.

Anyway, I wrote the prologue. And it sucks. I had a really good vision of what I wanted to happen, but... it didn't happen when I wrote it. The images and words don't match up at ALL. The picture I drew matches better, though. Much better.

BIG PROBLEM:

I have no characters. I don't have names, I have nothing other than a general knowledge. There is a GIRL who is a JUNKIE. There is a BOY who is a TEACHER. Thats it. Usually I have the characters first, but this time the idea came before and I started writing.

I am NOT falling back on Elle, Kanna, Yume and Twitch! I refuse!!

Somebody, HELP! I'm on AIM and MSN.

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Thanks for the fave!!
<33
Definitely not a problem!!
<333

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"That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy"
Thanks for the fav! =)

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_ナナです!_

"Heavy is the parpaing of reality
on the strawberry tart of our illusions" (Boulet)
you're welcome~! ^^

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"That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy"
Merry Christmas!!!!!!!
Brittany you better keep writing "drabbles of 'Elle' "!!!
Oh and by the way it's Karrissa.
...I don't know who this "Brittany" person is, but... she must be stealing my stuff. O.o I WROTE "Drabbles of Elle" DAMMIT!

XD j/k, but you spelled mai name wrong. DDD': [B-R-I-T-N-I-E, Got it memorized?]

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"That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy"
I got it. I'm sorry. *starts tearing up*

XD!!!!!!
lol. :heart:

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"That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy"

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